The day before getting admission into the dental college
I was numb. I was
devastated mentally. I was furious on myself and also on my luck. Why it had betrayed
again? No idea about that matter. Nothing was going on my favor. I was thinking
and wondering on what I would do after completing the graduation? No idea. At present,
I still have the same question. I do not belong to this noble profession. I am
a modified creature that has been continuously scolded by family pressure and
expectation. What I am supposed to do after completing bachelor? Going to work
on my desired profession or try to get admission for higher studies on
dentistry? Ahh.. these things are really disgusting to think, but I can’t hold
myself to think as it is part of my life. I can’t change it. It has passed
beyond my reach. It has gone far away from my grip. What I am doing now? The
answer will be a clown who never been able to bring smile to anyone, still people
have managed to make him a clown.
That day was unforgettable not for the reason I was excited.
It was due to the fact that, my life was going to be changed forever. I had to
get things going for no reason. For no particular purpose, I had to push myself
forward. That was extremely tough to control my emotion, my thought, my inner positive
strength. Everyone was happy in a way that, one of their family members was
going to study in medical. What good news for them. How come, they never
thought about my wish and my expectation? Didn’t it matter to them? Why it was
just about their wish and their demand? The answer was yes they are just being
greedy with their expectations.
When I think about that particular day, I feel ashamed of
myself. I don’t why, but I think I could make a better attempt. But things have
passed away. Thousands of things have changed or modified in my life. But
still, it was the day which will be marked for rest of my life. Many of you may
have wished to get admission into medical universities, and some of them have
decided to take chance for making their parents happy. I still believe that,
one should lead his or her life according to his or her wish. Don’t rush your
life through going with the flow. It may not show it’s true bitter feelings at
early period of your decisions. But, you will feel whenever you will be in
tough situation or in a condition when no one will be there to assist you.
Education is important to make ourselves education. But, why you have to get
pressurized by our parents? If we need to get education, then we must get the
authority of choosing our own professions. Life is just for single time, and we
can just waste it through living up to our parent’s expectation all the time.
We have to make them realize that, there are certainly things that are more
important rather than their fake reputational crap. Which is more important in
their life? Fake reputation or their children’s true happiness?
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